The earth is bare, you plant a seed, provide food and water, soon a sprout, then a plant, and then a beautiful flower - All of this happens b/c of change.
I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase
I held a picture of our wedding day
His hands were trembling, we both were crying
He kissed me gently and then he quickly walked away
I called up Mama, she said, Time will ease your pain
Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same
Don't freak - I'm not getting a divorce. Just a perfect couple of lyrics to sum up the feelings and thoughts I have racing in my head. You may or may not know but I got married to my High School Sweetheart on May 5th, 2001. On March 8th, 2004 my life changed in a way I never imagined. I thought my life was over but it wasn't. It was just beginning!! Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same and I'm glad it doesn't.
Change is a never ending cycle. Change is an amazing thing. Here is how my life has changed in 5 years - I learned to live. I learned to breath. I learned that life goes on and I'm the only one in charge of my life. I've learned that I can survive, alone. I've learned that family and some friends will stick by you through it all. I've learned that some family and friends were never there for you. I've learned that the times I thought I was alone, I wasn't. Since I decided to accept Christ as my personal savior many years ago as a child he has been with me since. I've learned that the internet can bring two soulmates together. I've learned you can fall in love with someone as soon as your hearts meet. I've learned God will send you your soulmate if you never give up. I've learned that through thick and thin, through tears and pain, real love endures. I've learned tragic things can plant seeds to wonderful things. I've learned you don't really know love until you become a mother. I've learned you don't know pain until you see your child in pain. I've learned that I will get no where in life sitting in the driver's seat. God has to be the driver. You are just here for the ride.
Since the birth of our son a lot in our lives has changed. One thing that remains is the love I have for my husband and his love for me. We have been through some things that have done nothing but watered our love and allowed it to grow. I've experienced things lately that lead me to see the things that are important in life. Family is number one. And for me, My family is number one. I've got to provide for Holden, Billy and me. I've got to provide change, change that will lead me to happiness.
I'm not sure if anyone that encounters me on a daily basis has noticed or not but I haven't been happy in a while. Things have happened that have bashed my soul. My drive is gone. My fire is out in regards to a certain situation in my life. I'm ready tonight to make a change. God is going to lead me down the path I should take.
May God continue to bless you and yours.
Why I do anything.
I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase
I held a picture of our wedding day
His hands were trembling, we both were crying
He kissed me gently and then he quickly walked away
I called up Mama, she said, Time will ease your pain
Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same
Don't freak - I'm not getting a divorce. Just a perfect couple of lyrics to sum up the feelings and thoughts I have racing in my head. You may or may not know but I got married to my High School Sweetheart on May 5th, 2001. On March 8th, 2004 my life changed in a way I never imagined. I thought my life was over but it wasn't. It was just beginning!! Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same and I'm glad it doesn't.
Change is a never ending cycle. Change is an amazing thing. Here is how my life has changed in 5 years - I learned to live. I learned to breath. I learned that life goes on and I'm the only one in charge of my life. I've learned that I can survive, alone. I've learned that family and some friends will stick by you through it all. I've learned that some family and friends were never there for you. I've learned that the times I thought I was alone, I wasn't. Since I decided to accept Christ as my personal savior many years ago as a child he has been with me since. I've learned that the internet can bring two soulmates together. I've learned you can fall in love with someone as soon as your hearts meet. I've learned God will send you your soulmate if you never give up. I've learned that through thick and thin, through tears and pain, real love endures. I've learned tragic things can plant seeds to wonderful things. I've learned you don't really know love until you become a mother. I've learned you don't know pain until you see your child in pain. I've learned that I will get no where in life sitting in the driver's seat. God has to be the driver. You are just here for the ride.
Since the birth of our son a lot in our lives has changed. One thing that remains is the love I have for my husband and his love for me. We have been through some things that have done nothing but watered our love and allowed it to grow. I've experienced things lately that lead me to see the things that are important in life. Family is number one. And for me, My family is number one. I've got to provide for Holden, Billy and me. I've got to provide change, change that will lead me to happiness.
I'm not sure if anyone that encounters me on a daily basis has noticed or not but I haven't been happy in a while. Things have happened that have bashed my soul. My drive is gone. My fire is out in regards to a certain situation in my life. I'm ready tonight to make a change. God is going to lead me down the path I should take.
May God continue to bless you and yours.
Why I do anything.